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It's a (Healing) Process

an experimental online sharing

by Chris Auret 

since 23 June 2020

 

INVITATION:

 Take your time here, as though you are walking through a spacious, physical gallery, allowing moments to pause and reflect.

 

As a special feature of this unique expression, almost every piece has a PROCESS / REFLECTION

 

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There are over 52 pieces on one page. If it feels overwhelming, I suggest you play a game of random scrolling or visit again at any time.

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The best sound will be experienced through speakers or headphones.

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It is best viewed on larger screens for zoom capabilities, although a phone will do just fine.

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You are welcome to light a candle or burn some incense - whatever you may choose to create a sacred atmosphere wherever you are. 

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CHAPTER 1

 

Open Wounded Ground 

Body of 7 collage & mixed media pieces

 

These pieces make up a selection from my first ASTAR art process, which took place from January to March 2019. The course was a gift from my friends and family for my birthday. In this term, we were using the element of Earth as a portal to explore aspects of ourselves and our relationship to this element. 

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 Open Wounded Ground (2019) 

Charcoal on Paper, *Astar Process

515mm x 635mm

R3500

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Head, Heart & Stomach (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Own Photographs on Paper, *Astar Process

250mm x 390mm

R1200

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PROCESS / REFLECTION

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The Weight of Reflection (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Own Photographs on Paper, *Astar Process

235mm x 510mm 

R1500

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The Heartist (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images on Paper, *Astar Process

320mm x 510mm

R1500 

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High Flying Bridgework (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images on Paper, *Astar Process

320mm x 510mm

R1500

High Flying Bridgework -

Who are you?

In bold defiance of gravity,

Daring Guardians of the Heights, 

"Heaven's right here on earth" 

Fallen

In the Path of Destruction

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Submerge to Emerge (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Own & Found Images on Paper, *Astar Process

320mm x 510mm

R1500

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Intercepting Eternity (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Own Photographs on Paper, *Astar Process

149mm x 100mm

R900

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CHAPTER 2

 

Willpower 

Body of 11 Collage & Mixed Media Pieces & 1 Film & Sound Element

 

At least half of these works were created during my second term with ASTAR, now working with the element of Water. It was during this process and a visit to the Garden Route, that an invocation, prayer or poem emerged through me, titled Willpower. This piece of writing became an inspiring force threading through my life at the time. Through Lindy's guidance, I decided to take each phrase and give it it's own visual representation, breaking it into 11 parts. Upon completion, I have explored animating these artworks and combining my own sound, which has resulted in the raw film exploration below. I still feel it is a sketch of a medium I will be going deeper into, open to collaborations with animators, sound masons and film makers.

Artworks: Mixed media & found images (mostly from National Geographic magazines. I do not take credit for the images themselves but feel I have changed their context substantially)

Film:  Recordings of my screen in Photoshop when viewing photographed works

Sound: Music is a live score, recorded by myself, while watching the film
Narration: One live raw recording on my phone, layered on top of film and sound

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Willpower - a short film sketch by Chris Auret

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Willpower, I call on you.

Be with me as I go back, down and inwards

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Own & Found Images, *Astar Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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As I swim to the depths of this dark river,

as I greet death, surrounded by onlooking baboons,

beneath rocks of defecation

 (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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May my last breath fill my lungs with trust 

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Inspired Process

210mm x 510mm

R2000

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Keep me warm on the icy waters of isolation,

As I make my way back to the ocean of conscious actions 

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Process

230mm x 290mm

R2000

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Smudge me clean of my fears 

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images & Thread, *Astar Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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Connect me to that which I have forgotten 

(2019) 

Collage with Found Images, *Astar Inspired Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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Teach me the language to share my experience with this world 

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Inspired Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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Allow me to remain awake in this vigil

Let me fall, not asleep, but into unconditional love 

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Inspired Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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Suppress nothing as I sink

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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Dissolve all that keeps me from serving myself,

in the service of others

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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Find the fire within me

and feed it with responsibility

(2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Inspired Process

230mm x 230mm

R2000

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CHAPTER 3

 

My Process (pre-lockdown) 

Body of Collage & Mixed Media Pieces

 

During and after these 2 terms with ASTAR, I was inspired to continue holding myself in similar 3 hour art processes.  Usually, I work with a theme I am personally exploring in that moment, such as trauma, nature, making art, my childhood, etc . These pieces came through between March 2019 and March 2020. 

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Skin (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images on Paper

297mm x 420mm

R1500


Cultures of the world;
under water, on land, in the air,
on white islands
or born in the mountains
of a no turning back:
Life (the really, really, big picture)
is not a tale of two worlds apart.
Dream time into the Earth.
To most people, flying.
To us, it is a body under reconstruction.
A man with a following
is still killing thousands of children everyday.
Never underestimate the importance of local knowledge.
That may be as good as it gets.
Alive - happily -
long ago to go,
an ancestor of the true capital of Hope.
Sincerely,
The Most Fitting End.

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Trauma (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images on Card

240mm x 375mm

R1200

A dream called lasting pain

Locates a buried past.

Waiting, it lurks.

It casts a spell to make me(we) stay asleep.

Invisible monsters inside the physical. 

Temporary resevoirs

Last and last like a nightmare, 

Until a victim

Gains a face

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Healing Visions of the Heart Through the Stomach (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images on Card

210mm x 297mm

R1200

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Searching for Water (2019) 

Acrylic on Card

240mm x 297mm

R2000 (SOLD)

As far as the eye can see,

Mountains - untamed and tall

In between the foothills,

I follow, unrestrained

By choice

Or instinct

In the footprints of two elephants - 

Mountains themselves.

I am natural tones,

Jagged and free.

The elephants know the way.

I have forgotten.

Out here, the sky inspires expansion,

The ground holds me down,

All the more reason

To be wild.

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Forgetting to Remember (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images on Card,

240mm x 594mm

R2000

An elephant in the gallery room

Stands bigger than the frame.

A Mammoth, long ago dead,

Yet resurrected from it’s fossilised slumber

To be remembered

Even though we forget why.

The lens looks on so that we look through

Blinded by a present which does not exist

The world’s greatest show; a hoax!

Of lights, cameras and fake actions.

 

In an attempt to recall my past,

I lift my hands above my head, like tusks

Reaching for distant memories, eyes closed.

Scattered at my feet are the remains of my ancestors,

Whispering stories of future myths.

The writings on the cave wall

But there’s no writing at all.

There are simply images of what was, 

painted so that we don’t forget.

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The Fragile Web (2020) 

Mixed Media Collage with Own & Found Images on Paper

375 mm x 240mm | 240mm x 375mm

R1500

The Fragile Web

Works well with people around the world

Who remember the sweet way

Of a different future,

Appearing up from the rubble

As living statues on the street.

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Seeing the Light (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images

610mm x 928mm

R1500

Stay, the darkness tells you

When your visions

Glimpse pathways

To the rise of eyes, 

After the fall

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To We, From Me (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images on Paper

515mm x 770mm

R2200

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Water Falls (2019) 

Oil Pastel on Masonite

240mm x 320mm

R1800 (SOLD)

 

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Suffering and Surviving the Forgotten Face of Self (2019) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images

240mm x 375mm

R1200 (SOLD)

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Lockdown

 

Like most of the world, we entered a national lockdown here in South Africa due to the Coronavirus pandemic. The date was 1 March 2020. As I type this, the date is 18 June and we are still experiencing what is termed "level 3 restrictions" in lockdown. During this time, I have found myself activated and energised creatively, finding my voice within the noise. Like many others, I also felt lost, unstable and falling apart. I turned to art once again to process and anchor some of the feelings and thoughts coming through me. The following more-or-less in chronological order and I am still creating art today.

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CHAPTER 4

ASTAR Process (during lockdown) 

Body of Collage & Mixed Media Pieces

I consider myself extremely privileged have taken part in a few art processes during lockdown as a way to digest the upheaval of emotions stirred during this challenging time. This journey began with a guided 10-day ASTAR Art Meditation process. Using WhatsApp, Lindy Soloman would send the participants daily voicenoted and written cues to create from. Even though we were scattered all over the country as participants taking part in isolation, using what we had at home, we were still able to be held by the group container and it's sharing practice. 

I followed each visual process, with a short poem or piece or writing as a reflection, which became one piece at the end of the process.

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Prayer Flag (Lockdown 2020) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Process

245mm x 940mm

R1200

The first steps

Through the dark passage

Begin in prayer.

Make yourself heard, 

In the sound of silence.

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"I invoke patience as an antidote to waiting in the unknown" (Lockdown 2020) 

Mixed Media & Found Images on Paper, *Astar Process

100mm x 305mm

R1000 

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A New Sense of Adventure (Lockdown 2020) 

Mixed Media & Found Images on Paper, *Astar Process

305mm x 425mm

R1200

A New Sense of Adventure

Brings the rapids of time

Calms the waters of the storm

Trust, and all will be just fine

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Sweeper or The Mess (Lockdown 2020) 

Mixed Media & Found Images on Paper, *Astar Process

215mm x305mm

R1200

Sweeper or the mess,

Broom in hand or beers,

In working pants or a big dress,

In service or luxurious,

Being better or the best,

Wearing a hat for the sun

Or for decoration, 

An earth custodian or abomination,

Who am I?

Take one guess,

Be my guest,

I don't need it.

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The Autumn Path (Lockdown 2020) 

Mixed Media & Found Images on Paper, *Astar Process

216mm x 305mm

R1200 

Leaving behind an old bowl hat,

My perfect bowtie

And prescription glasses,

I walk the Autumn path

With new gratitude

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Love is The Third Being (Lockdown 2020) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Process

215mm x 305mm

R1200 

Love is the third being,

a suspended connection

to source,

which acts as a channel

for deep listening to happen between two beings.

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This Opening to LIfe (Lockdown 2020) 

Chalk & Oil Pastel on Paper, *Astar Process

305mm x 333mm

R2000

Inspired by the poem by David Whyte: Enough

Enough

These few words are enough,

if not these words, this breath.

If not this breath,

this sitting here, 

this opening to life

we have refused again, and again.

Until now.

Until, now.

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I give thanks for my home, my people, my art, nature and gold (mine) (Lockdown 2020) 

Mixed Media Collage with Found Images, *Astar Process

Diameter: 306mm

R1200

 

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